well hideho everyone- i havent updated my journal for a min so here i am. i cant beleave another year is come and gone. ill have spent 5 years with my bf in feburary and gatlin is turning 4 on saturday-hes almost my height and getting so big! he is the love of my life. anyhu im anxouse about my bf having to go to jail for an indefinate amount of time-i dont want to be apart from him but i know he needs to get better if we have any hope of being together for the next 5 years. all in all i think it will be good for me as well- after spending that amount of time with someone you start to loose track of who you are without said person, i think it will be good for me to just get to know myself once again. i love him with all my heart but i dont love all of his choices-hopefully he will start making some better ones -not just for me and gatlin but for himself as well. i am a endless well of hope and faith. check ya lata